30 August, 2006

The Dull Thoughts that I Think...

Blame it on the web,But the spider's your problem now.
Language's the liquid we're all dissolved in.
Great for solving problems, after it causes problems...

Let's get away...Just you and me and him...and them...and that...and this...No, it would never work...

I'm tired of dreaming domestic dreams...I don't care about curtains, or blackberry cobbler...I want to be a child in my dreams...But all grown up...I want to dance in my dreams...Would you dance, too?

I want to laugh until my ribs hurt...I want to sing until I have no voice left...I want to scream until my throat aches...

If I hide, will you seek me? Would you wait for the count to end before you really realized that I was gone?

I want to be selfish...Please, can I be selfish? And not feel guilty....or - selfish?

I have to tell you "thank you." You won't even understand...But you smile when I talk to you...You stare intently and then you smile...I feel my heart glowing...burning brightly...radiating with love for you...We are starting with a clean slate and there are no walls to break down...Let's keep it that way. No walls...No divisions...Let's not hide our souls...Let's worship God together....Us...Not the parts that we play...Just me and you and him and them...

My soul is cheesy to the core. But I am not kool-aide. I thought that I was lemonade...for a day. But now I realize what I am. I am iced coffee...Bitter and refreshing - once you develop a taste for it...



1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I like this post... alot. I think I will save it. :)