I WANT SUNSHINE!!!!

I just wish that I could let rays of sunshine permeate into my soul. I want to breathe fresh air. I want to sit quietly and apart from the bustle of a crowd with them. And I want a tomato and a cucumber with salt on them. And frozen grapes. And the sound of birds singing. And trees. Lots and lots of trees. And I want my baby and my Hubby to be there with me.

Come to the garden. It's a beautiful sunny day... Thanks, Mama, for wonderful summer morning memories. I love you.

I was just thinking about how wonderful it is to have such a close family. They are there anytime that I need them...and they've always been there to listen to me when I've needed them.

Life is so full of wonderful surprises. I'm a little curious to see what else I have ahead of me. But it's so unpredictable that I can't even think about what lies ahead. I think that I'll just sit back and enjoy the moment at hand.

My oven will be fixed tomorrow morning!!!! And Hubby and I are still trying to pick out our brand new dishwasher!!!! My hands are so excited!! No more cracked open, dry skin!!!...except for when I scrub the floors, bathroom, windows...But at least then I can wear gloves. Yeah!!!! And, oh my!, I am so going to fix Hubby a huge dinner tomorrow night when he comes home!!! I have been dying to try to make potato souffle (sp?) and maybe creme brulee for dessert...And chicken breasts stuffed with cream cheese and wrapped in bacon.

But he had better enjoy it...because then we are going to go on a raw foods diet. Just raw fruits and veggies...dipped in chocolate. Yummo.

I freak out when I think about the fact that my life isn't on a wonderful, neat, tidy schedule. With everything completely in place and all of the garbage in my life GONE.

I hate car seats. And legislators. And minivans. And the fact that if I have more than one child I will almost nearly be required to drive a minivan. No fun.