28 March, 2006

There are some days when Limp Bizkit's "Break Something" just fits all too well.

Today is one of those days. Life is absolutely aggravating today. My landlord is messing around with things on my front porch. Hubby is in class. I don't want to mess with the situation. The apartment is a mess. Only have two days to pack and move. We close on Thursday - that's a good thing, at least. Bella is a terror. My huge, unorganized paper on body image is due - the rough draft- a week from tomorrow. I spent 4 hours in the library doing research today. I can't get anything done!!! And - I can't have any carbs - or else I will be fat. What in the world doesn't have carbs besides nasty stuff? (Although, I guess that salad and frozen grapes aren't nasty. Or a great big, juicy steak cooked over an open fire...)

Can you sense the frustration?

"Give me something to break!"

Just one of those days
Feelin' like a freight train
First one to complain
Leaves with a blood stain...


And if my day keeps going this way I just might break your (bad word) face tonight...

I would love nothing more than to hit the gym for two - make it three - hours. This is a great mood to push your body to complete physical exhaustion to. Then, I would have a nice, steamy bubble bath and listen to Grateful Dead after all of the anger passed. Then, I would devour a salad and frozen grapes and pray that God would change my attitude. Then I would nestle into my competely neat and tidy little bed to watch Gone With the Wind while I drank Martinelli's Sparkling Cider (I know - it's silly. However, this is my wishful thinking.) and paint my toenails. Or look at the latest issue of In Style Magazine. Ah, so therapeutic.

However, it's back to reality. Tonight, I must write five pages - at least - of my paper. Then I must pack and clean this awful dumpy place. By that time, the creature inside of me will have me so tired I will not be able to move. I will not, however, be able to be comfortable either. So, that leaves me tossing in bed all night - praying for rest. Yeah!

1 comment:

TTrotter said...

Justttttt a thought. Could I come help you out today? After 1:30? You sound like you could use some extra hands and feet.